Song meaning of Calmer by FRIENDLY THUG 52 NGG

Ah, "Calmer" by the one and only FRIENDLY THUG 52 NGG. What a lyrical masterpiece we have here. From what I gathered in this poetic symphony, it's all about our dear FRIENDLY THUG's constant struggle to find his inner peace. You see, he's afraid of losing his path again, so he decides to puff on that good ol' smoke to help him "calm down." But here's the kicker – he's a hard-hitting rapper with a deep message to deliver on stage, and yet, when he's at home, he can't get a good night's sleep because his thoughts won't leave him be. Poor guy, I guess the smoke ain't working its magic. But hey, he's got a plan! He's moving out from his mama's place, living with his buddies, and slowly going solo. The loneliness is real, folks. He falls in and out of love, leaving behind his addictions and bad habits like a true hero. And let's not forget about his friend who comes by with his speakers bumping, causing FRIENDLY THUG to swag walk so low it's interfering with his very existence. But hey, he's got a potential fan in his friend, the "no name" guy who's apparently stumbled upon a hidden gem. The fellas claim FRIENDLY THUG is "next up," although his self-doubt tells him otherwise. Ah, the internal struggle of a misunderstood artist! It's a tough life, my friend. But fear not, for this white rapper, hailing from the notorious neighborhood, will always have his trusty cross necklace as protection. His rap game is for the block, and his loyal pack of wolves will never help those pesky jackals. And who can blame them? Fame turns people into fair-weather friends real quick. Ah, the woes of success. But our dear FRIENDLY THUG keeps pushing forward, with big bags of money and corners to claim, living his best life with a lady by his side. Oh, did I forget to mention? He brought his "bozhka" (slang for a good ol' joint) like a hunter with a trophy. Yep, that's the personification of success right there, my friends. It's all real, raw, and gritty. Just like how he effortlessly glides through life, as if he were a professional hockey player. He even visits his brother from the neighborhood, bringing him some cash because, well, he's such a generous soul. And let's not forget, his brother is the realest of them all, having held it down in the block for twenty years. These life experiences have given them a glimpse of the harsh realities, you know? Sometimes they even have to resort to throwing "mults" (slang for drugs) just to avoid sitting around, doing nothing. Now that's what I call a busy schedule! All in all, FRIENDLY THUG shares his eternal gratitude towards his mama for birthing him into this world, and he swears on the mic, like any upstanding rapper should, that he spits nothing but the truth. Because, clearly, his friend's validation is the key to his authenticity. But here's the kicker, my friends – he's not entirely sure what he's doing on these beats. You see, he still hasn't mastered the art of shooting like a sharpshooter with a bow and arrow. A tragic tale of missed opportunities, if you ask me. So there you have it, "Calmer" by FRIENDLY THUG 52 NGG – a rollercoaster of emotions, neighborhood pride, and the pursuit of inner peace. Truly a masterpiece of our time!