Song meaning of Mayıs 9 by Rope (TR)

Well, well, well, looks like Rope (TR) is going through a breakup. Dokuz sene mi geçmiş sahi? That's a long time to be dwelling on a lost love, but hey, we all handle heartbreak differently. It seems like this guy really poured his heart out in his love letters. He's talking about "gerçek aşk" and "sevginin en temiz hâli." But hold up, maybe he's just a bit too desperate. He's wondering if he's just delusional and clinging to something that wasn't meant to be. And let's not forget, he's referring to his ex as "düşman gibi." Yikes, that's a bit harsh. But hey, sometimes love can turn into hate. Anyway, the chorus is pretty bleak - "Karanlıkla yüzleşiyorken ben aydınlığı çoktan unuttum." Translation: "I'm facing darkness and have already forgotten the light." Dang, that's poetic and sad at the same time. The rest of the song is just a rollercoaster of emotions. He's lamenting the loss of their past together and imagining what could have been. But at the same time, he's also admitting that maybe it's time to let go. "Vazgeçmen gerekir hayallerinden, imkansızı olduramazsın." Translation: "You have to give up on your dreams sometimes; you can't make the impossible happen." Wow. That's some deep stuff right there. So yeah, if you're going through a breakup, maybe listen to this song and cry your eyes out. But don't worry, Rope (TR) will still be there to provide you with some musical masochism.